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They're flirting
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intending to christen the new blog with a fic tonight… it’s angst <3
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in this thrilling new installment of "andie ponders what the fuck modern day is like in the who framed roger rabbit universe", y'know how sometimes in cartoons, celebrities will make cameos as themselves? how would that work in the roger rabbit universe? like, when someone becomes famous, does a toon version of them just pop up in toon town?? or do they get like, toon impersonators??? is there like a working, contractual agreement between the real celebrity and their toon self????
#i think abt the rammys of the roger rabbit universe in modern day A Lot you guys#i physically cannot stop myself#and can you BLAME me? there's a lot to ponder there#this is not the first post i've made where i throw out random questions abt the roger rabbit universe in the present day#fuck if i know where the other one is but it Exists
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lol it'd be so dumb if I changed my pfp into trans karkat vantas that'd be so silly haha
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the birth of gabriel
this is the season two trailer, right?
#tw: nudity#based on the birth of Venus by Botticelli…that sort of nudity#I cannot stress enough how non-sexual this is intended to be#good omens#good omens fanart#aziraphale#crowley#gabriel#good omens 2#look i rewatched the trailer#and this image popped into my head#and i physically could not stop myself from spending an hour sketching it#thank you botticelli art is a cycle#sketchin!
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Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust.
#Do you ever think about the fact Ted held the love of his life in his arms while she died?#Do you ever think about the ash covering his hands? The dust stuck inbetween his fingernails? His tears making the ash stain his palms?#Heart in hand - interlocked with all his love between each finger - desperatly trying to not let it fade away?#Thinking about since the Old Testement ashes have been a symbol of repentance and penitence - a token of self-abhorrence and humiliation#Specifically ‘Wherefore I abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes’ (Job 42:6 KJV) and the entire concept of Ash Wednesday#I know that probably wasn’t the langs intention but as a ex-church kid I can’t stop projecting religious imagery into media I like#also is anyone surprised I drew this man with a clock and a halo again? I physically cannot stop myself from doing it#Anyway I’m not sorry for drawing this but I’ll go back to being a silly goofy guy with my fanart and tags….until next time :)#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#JennyBear#Jenny nmt#Jenny starkid#god I feel so evil for tagging Jenny#starkid#starkid fanart#team starkid#starkid productions#time bastard#starkid time bastard#time bastard nightmare time#nightmare time#starkid nightmare time#hatchetfield nightmare time#nmt#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe#fanart#my art
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im so in awe of people who work a full-time job and still have the energy or drive to work on passion projects on their days off/after work. how are you doing that
#🦌#i have ten million projects i want to work on but my energy is non existent#i want nothing more to work on projects on my days off but I feel almost physically incapable#i cant stop myself from oversleeping and then the whole day is gone and then I have no energy and cannot bring myself#to do anything besides the necessary cleaning showering etc. its infuriating
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"To keep the world in balance, a beating Heart was needed, so that the blood of the Earth could cycle purely.
With this in mind, the God of Pokémon split off some of its own flesh and merged it with crystals of the world, forming the Heart of Gaia.
Such a task weakened this great Ruler, and its ichor spilled and formed this newborn Heart's siblings; The Ruler of Space, the Ruler of Time, and the Ruler of Antimatter.
Only a God can truly injure another God, and as such the great God of Pokémon could not heal itself. Thus it left the Heart in the care of one of its new offspring, the Ruler of Antimatter, and retreated, where no being could take advantage of its new weakness.
Some say Arceus simply vanished, while some say it hides away in the Sun, unable to bear leaving behind its favorite creations..."
-Old Ferrum Town Library, The Myth Of Creation by Walter of the Regi Temple.
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Lmao yeah so that baby Sidia pic has lore :D
Behold! She born! Lost in the sauce!
Broke: Ichor is golden
Woke: Ichor isn't really visible to humans so they just assume it's golden bc it reacts to sunlight to seem that way. In reality it's literally the void but liquified(?) :D Space!!!
We should do more space themed blood for Gods, or color it like their aspects. Arceus is the aspect of creation, so fuck it! Space blood! Liquid stars condensed into something not quite liquid solid or gas!!! It feels like nothing but cold and hot at the same time! Your mind cannot comprehend what you see or feel! Isn't it great!? :D
I'm having way too much fun with this lmao
#pokemon#mew#the ramblings of Professor Wolf#arceus#my art#the obsidian mew au#lmao more lore bc i physically cannot stop myself anymore#also how the FUCK do you shade a being of light. they dont make shadows. wtf.#i tried my best okay :')#yeah Arceus hides in the Sun bc they adore their creation very much and its great entertainment :D
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concussion king Yuma Ozora pls observe
#changeman#sentai#horsie my horsie#stop headbutting shit you moron you dont have enough brain cells as it is#cant watch zyuranger cause i cannot physically handle seeing my horsie in turmoil#like it was bad enough when they put him in situations in this damn show i genuinly cannot bring myself to watch him slowly die in another#anyway i love ozora a whole whole lot truly a top tier blue#i can feel myself standing atop a very slippery slope. i am walking dangerously close to the edge of the ozora glue trap#maybe i'll draw some blues (traitorous behavior i know)
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come and kiss me
#choi soobin#soobin#txt#tomorrow x together#i physically cannot stop editing him#i'm actually concerned for myself#someone take him away from me#it will be for my own good#he is suddenly so hot to me and I'm mad about it#tw: flashing lights#tw: flashing gif#tw: eyestrain
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— HE’S AN OPOSSUM. NOT RAT.
two mass murderers and an opossum? that’s a family! and one i had the privilege the honor the absolute dream of getting to commission the fantastic @schoute to bring to life in this absolutely stunning and delightful piece of jestiny, john, and specialest little guy hank. not only did scouty produce this absolutely beautiful scene, she was a blast to work with every step. if you ever have the opportunity to commission scouty, i highly recommend — no, demand — that you take it!
#HAD TO PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN MYSELF FROM GUSHING SPECIFICS IN THE POST BODY BECAUSE IT ENDED UP BEING AN ENTIRE WALL OF TEXT BUT UM.#the way every single little hair is expertly placed with flawless detail?? (i am including the pit hair in that tHANk YOU again)#the way each expression is more perfect and priceless than the last?? (seriously i cannot stop looking back and forth between the three)#the gorgeous lighting and detail on the background??#in AWE. absolute awe.#THANK YOU SCOUTY I TREASURE THIS SO MUCH#otp: stop bothering these nice folks#oc: deputy jestiny ellen#oc: hank the opossum#ch: john seed#jestiny images#arts and commissies
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here have something to eat while i work on something bigger🫶🏽🫶🏽
fic is from @staggersz “taking whats not yours” (if my emmeory’s right lmao)
(also i know that fror the first one they fall in the snow but my hands refused to draw limbs so now theyre standing👍👍 also bruce goijg apeshit>>>>)
#i cant stop myself from ‘whoops !! how sad’#i will not shut up about it#whoops!! how sad😉😉#the black phone#JUST REALIZES I DIDNT DRAW VANCEY#NARN#oh well sorry bout that😞😞#finney blake#robin arellano#bruce yamada#griffin stagg#i cant draw head angles#like physically cannot#i tried😿#art#my silly artwork#fanart#tbp fanart#fanfic fanart#art shit
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ohhhhmygod im gonna be sick. actually nauseous and i did it to myself - there was a spider on the countertop and i Panicked, grabbing the first distance-killer i could grab. it was a grease cleaner spray. i buried it in the stuff, walked away to recover mentally, came back
it fucking fell apart and dissolved into the cleaner. i both feel horrible and im disgusted beyond words. how the fuck do i get rid of it
#slamming my face into a wall repeatedly#i cant leave it there to deal with after Sleep#bc my cats like to go onto the countertops when no one is looking#and i dont want either of them to get poisoned#but i cant rinse it into the sink with the faucet hose bc there's stuff in the sink#but idk if i can bring myself to do dishes with That next to me#and my fear of spiders is so intense that i Cannot get close enough to take care of it with a towel or somethin#im very good at fucking myself over in various ways!#if i had an appetite id lose it. permanently#what if! instead of dealing with it! i curl up in a corner and cry#except im not gonna do that ive filled my tears quota for the year & doing nothing wont help anything#sorry for venting again i just. ohhhhh this is horrible this is Terrible#if i still had my whacking stick id tape a big wad of paper towels to the end and clean the mess up that way#from a Distance!#absolutely unprompted#i wish i wasnt so terrified of spiders#they scare me So much....#the point of feeling physically ill! and like sobbing! or panicking! and this spider was Big!#i wish they'd stop coming into the house.... i hate killing them but i cant function knowing theyre there#but i can't force myself close enough to put them in a cup and bring them outside#so now i have THAT on my counter. disintegrated spider.#life is too fucking much lately... jesus.... i should really just bite the bullet and get this shit over with#no use waiting a month in perpetual terror unease and guilt. do it scared yk yk#im tired of my chest hurting and not being able to eat! i dont like it! i need change! terrifying horrible change!
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I need to shout about Distraction for a minute, so bear with me.
First off, ouch. Big fucking ouch. That thing has been licking the wound it helped create ever since it came out.
Second of all, the repetition of "it's too late for me" always being the background noise to an otherwise quite quiet song, other than the breakdown, is absolutely diabolical. The breakdown feels like a panic attack. A complete and utter mental breakdown finished with a scream-sob of something that has permeated the whole song; it's too late for me. It's always been too late, even with the help of Her, She who is not like any other and is far more than one could ask for, it's too late.
It's always been too late. She found him in the cold waters, on the verge of drowning in self hatred and tried to pull him up, but he didn't want to get Her hand damp. He is not worthy of it all and he screams for the final time for Her to let go because it's too late.
And then everything stops. We are back to the beginning; the quiet, repeatative beat of an anxious heart.
What makes it worse? Distraction is a loop. Starts on the same chord and ends on the exact same one with the same beat. She comes back again and again but it's still too late.
Distraction is a loop of self hatred laced with the inner turmoil of a Thing that doesn't believe it can ever get better because it fears the help of others. It believes it's not worthy of touch, and so rots in falling further again as it warps into something it never wanted to be; broken into fractions and driven to distraction.
#this one hurts me#I say a lot of their songs hurts me but this one cuts deep to a personal level#I've spoken about this maybe once or twice before but I suffer from chronic insomnia#so I've spent years trying to fix myself and being afraid of the help of others because I physically cannot be myself anymore#I'm riddled with self hatred tiredness and wounds that at this point I myself am stopping from healing#I've always belived it's too late for me- that I'm past the point of no return- and that I'll eventually die from this#so it was quite euphoric to hear someone scream the exact feelings I've been experiencing for my whole life#apologies for the vent#sleep token#st#distraction#distraction sleep token#this place will become your tomb#tpwbyt#mel's rambles
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#:^]]]#strangelove day I cannot wait to sit in a cinema and physically restrain myself from frantically leaping into the air for an hour and a half#dr strangelove#dr strangelove or how i learned to stop worrying and love the bomb#group captain mandrake#general ripper
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every so often i will see a post from a leftist on this website that is so egregiously ableist that i remember that like. oh yeah the userbase of leftists on this website is violently anti-disabled people and will jump at any chance to demonize any of us for any reason. i just forget that fact because i'm extremely dedicated to curating my space
i'm paraphrasing here but i saw a post that said, "every time i see an American [disabled person] mention being scared about the election because they're afraid of losing their benefits i have to laugh. anybody who wants blood-soaked money from the US government deserves to starve" which. like. goodness that's a lot to unpack. i think we should burn the whole suitcase instead !
#i inserted [disabled person] because they used a fucking slur instead and i didn't want that in my post#like i feel like there should be room for disabled people like me whose lives literally entirely depend on accessing said >#> extremely limited benefits in conversations about whether voting in this election makes you complicit in genocide#which like! i do understand. i do. it's nauseating to think about what this shit ass country is doing. it's horrific. i do not blame anyone#> for not wanting to be a part of that. *and* i am also terrified for my own life because i remember the first time trump won it suddenly >#> became IMPOSSIBLE for ANYONE to get on benefits. EVER. and so many disabled ppl i know went to renew benefits theyd had for decades >#> just to be denied. one of whom was a below-the-neck paraplegic. he died because he lost those benefits!!! because trump won#i really do understand why people dont feel right voting for harris. or why they don't vote at all. i truly do. but holy shit i am so scare#and yes! i am aware that people in palestine and gaza are suffering so much worse. and i wish i could change that#but every single person in power in the US is pro-israel and eagerly drinking the anti-palestine kool-aid. no matter who wins >#> things will not change in that part of the world. and it is infuriating. when the revolution comes this will change. but it hasnt.#the revolution will not save me as a physically disabled person. it will not save any of us. we do not matter to leftists. i am sorry but >#> this is the one thing i have learned after being in leftist spaces for over 10 years. and posts like the one i mentioned prove it#so i am very sorry. i really am. for being physically disabled. but i cannot survive another 4 years relying on my parents for everything#if trump wins i will be killing myself. this is a promise. i cannot do that again#i know it makes me a bad person to be afraid that harris will lose. but people on the left already think i'm a bad person for being disable#i want the genocide to stop. i absolutely do. i also want to survive. i am terrified that the US leftists will sacrifice disabled people#like me so they can feel good about being put in a real life trolley situation#again. im sorry. im so fucking sorry. i wish i was a better person. i wish i was able to give more. i know that if i was just a good#person i would be able to have a job and give to every palestinian gofundme on my dash. i would be able to do more than my daily clicks >#> and reaching out and calling representatives that don't care. if i was a good person i would be able to convince my parents that z*onism>#is deeply fucking racist. and that israel is wildly racist and killing palestinians for fun. if i was a good person i would be able to make#>them leftists too. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry im not good enough. im sorry that im scared. im so scared and it's not right for me to be#when so much worse is going on because of this countrys bloodlust. im sorry that im benefiting from being born here i dont want to be#im sorry for not having any other options. if i was a good person i know i would have them. im sorry. god im sorry im so fucking sorry
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